I Found Your Dog Today
I found your dog today. No he has not been adopted
by anyone. Most of us who live out here own as
many dogs as we want, those who do not own dogs do
so because they choose not to. I know you hoped he would
find a good home when you left him out here, but
he did not. When I first saw him he was miles from
the nearest house and he was alone, thirsty, thin
and limping from a cactus burr in his paw.
How I wish I could have been you as I stood before him.
To have seen his tail wag and his eyes brighten as he
bounded into your arms, knowing you would find
him, knowing you had not forgotten him. To
see the forgiveness in his eyes for the suffering and
pain he had known in his never-ending quest to find
you... But I was not you. And despite all my
persuasion, his eyes beheld a stranger. He did not
trust, he would not come.
He turned and
continued his journey; one he was sure would soon
bring him to you. He does not understand you are
not looking for him. He only knows you are not
there, he only knows he must find you. This
is more important than food or water or the stranger who
can give him these things.
Persuasion and pursuit
seemed futile; I did not even know his name.
I drove home, filled a bucket with water and a
bowl with food and returned to where we had met. I
could see no sign of him, but I left my
offering under the tree where he had sought shelter from
the sun and a chance to rest. You see, he is not of the
desert. When you domesticated him, you took away
any instinct of survival out here. His purpose demands
that he travel during the day. He doesn't know
that the sun and heat will claim his life. He only
knows he has to find you.
I waited hoping he
would return to the tree; hoping my gift would build an
element of trust so I might bring him home, remove the
burr from his paw, give him a cool place to lie and help
him understand that the part of his life with you is now
over. He did not return that morning and at dusk
the water and food were still there untouched. And I
worried.
You must understand that many people
would not even attempt to help your dog. Some
would run him off, others would call the county,
or the city pound and the fate you thought you saved him
from would have at least prevented his suffering from
days without food and water.
I returned again
before dark. I did not see him. I went again
early the next morning only to find the food and water
still untouched. If only you were here so you could call
his name. Your voice is so familiar to him. I
began pursuit in the direction he had taken
yesterday, doubt overshadowing my hope of finding him.
His search for you was desperate, it could take him many
miles in 24 hours.
It is hours later and a good
distance from where we first met, but I have found
your dog. His thirst has been stopped, it is
no longer a torment to him. His hunger has disappeared,
he no longer aches. The burrs in his paws bother him no
more. Your dog has been set free from his burdens. You
see, your dog is dead. He has died, lonely and
alone. I knelt next to him and cursed you for not being
here yesterday so I could have seen the glow, if
just for a moment, in those now vacant eyes. I pray that
his journey has taken him to that place I think you
hoped he would find. If only you knew what he went
through to reach it.... and I agonize, for I know,
that if he were to awaken at this moment, and (if)
I were to be you, his eyes would sparkle with
recognition and his tail wag with forgiveness.
Melissa Ohlsson
I Want to Quit (This Is What Animal Rescue Is
Like) By Joan C. Fremo
I want to quit! My health is bad. There are days I
feel so terrible that I can barely move. My phone bills
are outrageous, and I could have replaced my van with
the funds I have spent these last 3 years - on animals
that were not my own.
I want to quit! I spend
hours and hours emailing about dogs. There may be 500
messages when I start---and at 4 AM, when I finally shut
down the computer, there are still 500 emails to be
read. I want to quit! Gosh, I haven't the time
left to email my friends. I can't remember the last book
I read, and I gave up my subscription to my local
newspaper---I used to enjoy reading it, cover to cover,
but now it often ends up in the bottom of the squirrel's
cage - unread. I want to quit! I've spent days
emailing what seems like everyone---trying to find a
foster home, help for a dog languishing in a shelter -
but his time has run out, and the shelter has had to
euthanize to make room for the next sad soul.
I want
to quit! I swear, I walk away from my computer to
stretch my legs - let the dogs out - and come back to
find another dog in desperate need. There are times I
really dread checking my email. How will I find the
funds, the help, to save yet another dog? I want to
quit! I save one dog, and two more take its place.
Now an owner who doesn't want his dog - it won't stay in
his unfenced yard. An intact male wanders... This bitch
got pregnant by a stray... This 3-month-old pup killed
baby chicks...The dog got too big... This person's
moving and needs to give up his pet. I ask you,
friends--what town, what city, what state doesn't allow
you to own a pet? I want to quit! I just
received another picture, another sad soul with
tormented eyes that peer out of a malnourished body. I
hear whimpering in my sleep, have nightmares for
days... I want to quit! Many of the "Breed
People" don't seem to want to hear about these dogs.
Breeders either don't realize, or just don't care, how
many dogs of their breed are dying in shelters.
I
want to quit! I just got off the phone. "Are you Pyr
Rescue? We want to adopt a male to breed to our female."
How many times do I have to explain? I have tried to
explain about genetics, about health and pedigrees. I
explain that rescue NEUTERS! I usually end up sobbing,
as I explain about the vast numbers of animals dying in
shelters across the country, as I describe the condition
many of these animals are found in. I wonder if they
really heard me...
I want to quit! It is not like I don't have enough
rescues of my own to worry about---but others have
placed dogs improperly and aren't there to advise the
new owners. I want to quit! There ARE some
unscrupulous rescues out there---hoarders, collectors,
and folks who will short change the care of the animals
to make a dollar. They save them all, regardless of
temperament, putting fellow rescuer's and adopters at
risk by not being truthful. I want to quit! I
have trusted the wrong people -- had faith and heart
broken... I want to quit! And Then... My
dog, Magnus, lays his head in my lap, he comforts me
with his gentle presence - and the thought of his
cousins suffering stirs my heart. I want to quit!
And Then... One of those 500 emails is from an
adopter. They are thanking me for the most wonderful dog
on earth - they cannot imagine life with out their
friend - their life is changed, and they are so
grateful. I want to quit!
And Then... One of my adopted Rescues has visited a
nursing home. A patient that has spent the last few
years unable to communicate, not connecting - Lifts his
hand to pat the huge head in his lap, softly speaks his
first words in ages - to this gentle fur child.
I want to quit! And Then...
A Good Samaritan has found and vetted a lost baby, "I
can't keep him, but I'll take care of him until you find
his forever home." I want to quit! And Then...
"Jamie took his first steps holding on to our Pyr."
"Joan, you should see this dog nursing this hurt
kitten!" "I was so sick, Joan, and he never left my
side..." I want to quit! And Then... I get
an email from a fellow rescuer, "Haven't heard from you
in a while---you OK? You know I think of you..."
I
want to quit!
And Then... A dozen rescuers step up to help, to
transport, to pull, and to offer encouragement. I have
friends I have never seen, but we share tears, joys, and
everything in between. I am not alone. I am blest with
family of the heart, my fellow Rescuers. Just days ago
it was a friend who shared her wit and wisdom, whose
late night email lifted my heart. Sometimes it is
friends who only have time to forward you a smile.
Often, it is my friends who forward me the notices of
dogs in need. There are Rescuers who see a flailing
transport and do everything they can do find folks to
pull it together for you. Rescuers who'll overnight or
foster your Dog while you seek transport. There are
Rescuers not used to or comfortable with your breed, but
who put aside their discomfort to help. There are
Rescuers whose words play the music of our hearts.
Foster homes that love your Rescue, and help to make
them whole again---body and spirit. Foster homes that
fit your baby in, though it may not be their breed.
Rescuers whose talents and determination give us tools
to help us. Rescuers we call on for help in a thousand
ways, who answer us, who hear our pleas. Rescuers who
are our family, our strength, our comrades in battle. I
know I cannot save every Pyr in need. I know my efforts
are a mere drop in a sea. I know that if I take on just
one more---those I have will suffer. I want to
quit! But I won't. When I feel overwhelmed, I'll
stroke my Magnus's head while reading my fellow Rescuers
emails. I'll cry with them, I'll laugh with them---and
they will help me find the strength to go on.
I want
to quit! But not today. There's another email,
another dog needing Rescue.
This piece is dedicated, with love and gratitude, to all
my fellow Rescuers. Joan
Prayer of a Stray
Dear God please send me
somebody who'll care!
I'm tired of running, sick with despair
My body is aching, it's so racked with pain
And dear God I pray as I run in the rain
That someone will love me and give me a home
A warm cozy bed and a big juicy bone
My last owner tied me all day in the yard
Sometimes with no water and God that was hard!
So I chewed my leash God; and I ran away
To rummage in garbage; to live like a stray
But now God I'm tired; and hungry and cold
And I'm oh so afraid; that I'll never grow old
They've chased me with sticks; hit me with stones
While I run the streets; just looking for bones
I'm not really bad God; please help if you can
For I have become just another "victim of man!"
I'm wormy dear God; and I'm riddled with fleas
And all I ever wanted; was an owner to please
If you find one for me God; I'll try to be good
I won't chew their shoes; and I'll do as I should
I'll love them; protect them; and try to obey
When they tell me to sit; to lie down or to stay!
I don't think I'll make it; too long on my own
Cause I'm getting so weak; and I'm oh so alone
Each night as I sleep in the bushes I cry
Cause I'm so afraid God; that I'm going to die
I've got so much love; and devotion to give
That I should be given; a new chance to live
So dear God please; oh please; answer my prayer
And send me to somebody; who will really care
That is dear God; if You're really there!
John Quealy
May We Not Have Cruelty-Free Pet Food?
Do we need to conduct cruel experiments?
To report animal cruelty
Before you go to the pet
shop to buy a dog,
go down to the pound, look in all those winsome, loving eyes,
and choose the next one to die. Alan L.
Tray's Poem
One by One, they pass by my cage, Too old, too worn, too
broken, no way. Way past his time, he can't run and play.
Then they shake their heads slowly and go on their way. A
little old man, arthritic and sore, It seems I am not wanted
anymore. I once had a home, I once had a bed, A place
that was warm, and where I was fed. Now my muzzle is gray,
and my eyes slowly fail. Who wants a dog so old and so
frail? My family decided I didn't belong, I got in their
way, my attitude was wrong. Whatever excuse they made in
their head, Can't justify how they left me for dead. Now
I sit in this cage, where day after day, The younger dogs
get adopted away. When I had almost come to the end of my
rope, You saw my face, and I finally had hope. You saw
through the gray, and the legs bent with age, And felt I
still had life beyond this cage. You took me home, gave me
food and a bed, And shared your own pillow with my poor
tired head. We snuggle and play, and you talk to me low,
You love me so dearly, you want me to know. I may have lived
most of my life with another, But you outshine them with a
love so much stronger. And I promise to return all the love
I can give, To you, my dear person, as long as I live. I
may be with you for a week, or for years, We will share many
smiles, you will no doubt shed tears. And when the time
comes that God deems I must leave, I know you will cry and
your heart, it will grieve. And when I arrive at the Bridge,
all brand new, My thoughts and my heart will still be with
you. And I will brag to all who will hear, Of the person
who made my last days so dear.
Leslie Whalen
Tis strange how women kneel in
church & pray to God above.
Confess small sins and chant a praise, and sing that he
is loved.
While coats of soft furred things upon their shoulders
lie.
Of timid things, of tortured things, that took so long to
die.
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Chained Dog’s Plea
I wish someone would tell me What it is that I’ve done wrong.
Why do I have to stay chained up And left alone so long?
They seemed so glad to have me When I came here as a pup.
There were so many things we’d do While I was growing up.
But now the Master “hasn’t time” The Mistress says I shed.
She doesn’t want me in the house, Not even to be fed. The
Children never walk me. They always say, “Not now.” I wish
that I could please them. Won’t someone tell me how? All I
had, you see, was love. I wish they would explain Why they
said they wanted mine, and then left it on a chain.
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The Night Before Christmas
T'was the night before Christmas, when all through the house Not
a creature was stirring, not even a mouse; The stockings were
hung by the chimney with care, In hopes that St. Nicholas soon
would be there; The children were nestled all snug in their beds,
With no thought of the dog filling their head. And mamma in her
'kerchief, and I in my cap, Knew he was cold, but didn't care
about that. When out on the lawn there arose such a clatter, I
sprang from the bed to see what was the matter. Away to the
window I flew like a flash, Figuring the dog was free of his
chain and into the trash. The moon on the breast of the
new-fallen snow Gave the luster of mid-day to objects below,
When, what to my wondering eyes should appear, But Santa Claus -
with eyes full of tears. He unchained the dog, once so lively and
quick, Last years Christmas present, now painfully thin and
sick.. More rapid than eagles he called the dogs name. And the
dog ran to him, despite all his pain; "Now, DASHER! now, DANCER!
now, PRANCER and VIXEN! On, COMET! on CUPID! on, DONDER and
BLITZEN! To the top of the porch! To the top of the wall!
Let's find this dog a home where he'll be loved by all." I knew
in an instant there would be no gifts this year, For Santa Claus
had made one thing quite clear, The gift of a dog is not just for
the season, We had gotten the pup for all the wrong reasons.
In our haste to think of the kids a gift There was one important
thing that we missed. A dog should be family, and cared for the
same You don't give a gift, then put it on a chain. And I
heard him exclaim as he rode out of sight, "You weren't given a
gift! You were given a life!"
Author Unknown
Starfish One child came
upon another child on the beach one day. The second child was
walking along, looking down, then every few feet would bend down,
pick something up out of the sand, and toss it into the ocean.
The first child asked what kind of game this was. The second
child replied, "I'm saving starfish." The first child was
incredulous. "Are you kidding? There are too many! What are you
going to do? Spend all day and all night out here, tossing starfish
back into the ocean? You'll never save them all. And anyway, in
the grand scheme of life, they're just starfish. It doesn't matter
if they live or die." The second child scooped another starfish
up from the sand, considered it briefly, then hurled it into the
ocean.
"It mattered to that one."
Author Unknown
Saving one dog may not
change the world but the world has surely changed for that one dog -
author unknown
Bye Baby No more lonely
cold nights or hearing that I'm bad No more growling belly from
the meals I never had. No more scorching sunshine with a water
bowl that's dry. No more complaining neighbors about the noise
when I cry. No more hearing "shut up", "get down" or "get out of
here"! No more feeling disliked, only peace is in the air.
Euthanasia is a blessing, though some still can't see why I was
ever born If I weren't meant to be. My last day of living was
the best I ever had. Someone held me very close, I could see she
was very sad. I kissed the lady's face, and she hugged me as she
cried. I wagged my tail to thank her, then I closed my eyes and
died.
Written by an Animal shelter volunteer in Massena, NY
I looked at all the caged animals in the shelter...the
cast-offs of human society. I saw in their eyes love and hope, fear
and dread, sadness and betrayal. And I was angry.
"God," I said, "this
is terrible! Why don't you do something?" God was silent for a
moment And Then He spoke softly. "I have done something," He
replied. "I created you." ~Jim Willis
Sympathy sees and says "I'm
Sorry" Compassion sees and asks "How Can I Help?"
Hard Facts to Face There
are 45 cats and dogs for every person born Only 1 out of every 10
dogs born ever find a permanent home. Only 1 out of every 12 cats
born ever find a permanent home. 800 dogs and cats are destroyed
each HOUR in the U.S. because there are not enough homes for them!
Please spay and neuter your animals!
The Reason I would
have died that day if not for you I would've given up on life if
not for your kind eyes I would've used my teeth if not for your
gentle hands I would have left this life believing that all
humans don't care Skin that isn't flea bitten Good food and
enough of it Beds to sleep on Someone to love me To show me
that I deserve love, because I exist
Your kind eyes, loving
smile, gentle hands and big heart saved me You saved me from the
terror of the pound Soothing away memories of my old life You
taught me what it means to be loved I have seen you do the same
for other dogs like me I have heard you ask yourself in times of
despair, why you do it When there is no more money, no more room,
no more homes You open your heart a little bigger, stretch the
money a little tighter Make just a little more room - to save one
more like me
I tell you with the gratitude and love that
shines in my eyes In the best way I know how Reminding you why
you go on trying I am the reason The dogs before me were the
reason As are the ones who come after Our lives would have
been wasted Our love never given We would die if not for you
The Rescuer's Final Reward
Unlike most days at the
Rainbow Bridge, this day dawned cold and gray.
All the recent arrivals at the
Bridge did not know what to think, as they had never seen
such a
day.
But the animals who had been waiting longer for their beloved
people to accompany them across the Bridge knew what was
happening and they began to gather at the pathway leading
to the
Bridge.
Soon an elderly dog came into view,
head hung low and tail dragging.
He approached slowly, and though he showed no sign of injury or
illness, he was
in great emotional pain.
Unlike the animals gathered along the pathway, he had not been
restored to youth and vigor upon arriving at the Bridge.
He felt out of place, and wanted only to cross over and find
happiness.
But as he approached the Bridge, who apologized and explained
that the tired and broken-spirited old dog could not cross over.
Only those animals accompanied by their people were allowed to
cross the Bridge.
Having nobody, and with nowhere else to turn, the dog trudged
into the field in front of the Bridge.
There he found others like himself, elderly or infirm, sad and
discouraged.
Unlike the other animals waiting to cross the Bridge, these
animals were
not running or playing.
They simply were lying in the grass, staring forlornly at the
pathway across
the Rainbow Bridge.
The old dog took his place among them, watching the pathway and
waiting, yet not knowing for what he was waiting.
One of the newer dogs at the Bridge
asked a cat who had been there longer to explain
what was
happening.
The cat replied, "Those poor animals were abandoned, turned
away, or left at rescue places, but never found a home on earth.
They all passed on with only the love
of a rescuer to comfort
them.
Because they had no people to love them, they have nobody to
escort them across
the Rainbow Bridge."
The dog asked the cat, "So what will
happen to those animals?"
Before the cat could answer, the clouds began to part and the
cold turned to bright sunshine.
The cat replied, "Watch, and you will see."
In the distance was a single person, and as he approached the
Bridge the old, infirm and sad animals in the field
were bathed in a golden light.
They were at once made young and healthy, and stood to see what
their fate would be.
The animals who had previously gathered at the pathway bowed
their heads as
the person approached.
At each bowed head, the person offered a scratch or hug.
One by one, the now youthful and
healthy animals from the field fell into
line behind the person.
Together, they walked across the Rainbow Bridge to a future of
happiness and unquestioned love.
The dog asked the cat, "What just happened?"
The cat responded, "That was a
rescuer.
The animals gathered along the pathway bowing in respect were
those who had found their forever homes because of rescuers.
They will cross over when their people arrive
at the Bridge.
The arrival here of a rescuer is a great and solemn event, and
as a tribute they are permitted to perform one final act of
rescue.
They are allowed to escort all those poor animals they couldn't
place on earth across
the Rainbow Bridge."
The dog thought for a moment, then
said,
"I like rescuers."
The cat smiled and replied,
"So does heaven, my friend,
So does heaven."
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